sad... :(

we'll be celebrating our 4th monthsary bukas... at di kami mag kasama.. ang saya noH? hehehe! uu masaya talaga... lalo na pag nasanay ka na lagi mo siyang kasama tapos kada monthsary nio mag katabi kau lagi sa work.. hihintayin lang pumatak yung alas dose..tas sabay greet "happy monthsary baby"... tas kiss.. aww... pero wala na yun ngayon.. at di na siguro mangyayari...i mean.. di ko alam kung kelan mangyayari.. walang kasiguraduhan... siguro, i need to accept and understand things na lang... God is teaching me something.. hahaha! i wont expect things to happen anymore...ayoko na mag expect.. hehe! the words "magkikita pa naman tayo lagi..." then when? how? no way... no bitterness but no wag na lang... just go home after school and then take a rest.. and i? i will go home after work, eat, sleep, eat, prepare, and go to work... yeah! yan na magiging bago kong routine.. hehe! kung puntahan ko naman siya siguro sa school mga 30 mins maximum to 1 hour lang siguro ang stay namin.. hehe! mabuti pang wag na noh? hehe... time management ba.. hehehe! may text naman diba? hahahah!


wow! im trying to make things alright.... even if it hurts me A LOT!

hahahahahha! i wanna laugh!!! like laugh so hard... and then cry! until i fall asleep! hahahahahah! ansaya ng life ko!!!!!! whew! mga panandaliang saya... hahahahahah! wheW! i just so love it... what am i supposed to do? love it? live it? and be contented? hahahhaha! whoah! yeah i guess i MUST! hahahah! geez! hanggang ngayon ganon pa rin pala....

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